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May 5th, 2008
03:34 pm
Okay so I have a David community that i would like people to start posting too... I am the Moderator...so you have to have my permission so I will probably let anyone join but...maybe I won't.
Its divadave...
Idk how to post the link to the community. i tried a couple ways. That didnt work.
http://community.livejournal.com/divadave/
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May 2nd, 2008
05:38 pm
In 2007 did you ...
[Q]: Have more then 4 boyfriends/girlfriends?:
[A]: exactly four
[Q]: Been in love?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Been kissed?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Kept your new years resolution?
[A]: i never make them.
[Q]: Been injured?
[A]: yeah, but not critically
[Q]: Made new friends?:
[A]: I am not really sure
[Q]: Lost any friends?:
[A]: kinda.
[Q]: Dated someone you thought you had no chance with?:
[A]: yeah.
[Q]: Liked a song only because it was on your boyfriends/girlfriends myspace?:
[A]: nooo
[Q]: Made a myspace?:
[A]: no
[Q]: Had your birthday?
[A]: ...yes...
[Q]: Went swimming?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Traveled out of state?:
[A]: yeah
[Q]: Traveled out of the country?
[A]: nope
[Q]: Read any good books?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Ditched a friend?:
[A]: no
[Q]: Made out with someone just so you can make someone else jealous?:
[A]: not that I remember
[Q]: Thrown up from drinking?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Gotten a new pet?:
[A]: yessum.
[Q]: Experienced something new?:
[A]: yes all the time
[Q]: Went sledding?:
[A]: i've never been sledding. :(
[Q]: Played in the snow?
[A]: yes
[Q]: Been chased by a stray animal?:
[A]: erm, no.
[Q]: Been called a whore while walking down the street?:
[A]: ...no
[Q]: Been in a fight?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Been in a spelling bee?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Bought something for someone?:
[A]: maybe
[Q]: Changed as a person?:
[A]: Completely
[Q]: Died?:
[A]: what the hell kind of question is this?
[Q]: Has 2007 been a good year?:
[A]: more or less.
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In 2008 are you...
[Q]: Going to make a new years resolution?:
[A]: no. as i said, i never make them.
[Q]: Going to have sex?:
[A]: yeah, probably.
[Q]: Going to a different school?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Going to move?:
[A]: yes
[Q]: Going to make new friends?:
[A]: yeah.
[Q]: Going to keep your myspace?
[A]: yeah.
[Q]: Going anywhere special?:
[A]: not sure, actually.
[Q]: Going to party it up?:
[A]: if only...give me some booze PLEASE
[Q]: Will 200* be better then 2007?
[A]: It already sucks and its only May
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April 29th, 2008
03:16 pm - An insight on me. What am I. Who is me?
I am slowly dying. Not that I am emo or morbid or whatever else you would consider that statement, but it is a fact of life. Everyone is slowly dying, and I only stated the obvious. I just watched the movie PULSE...so stupid in my personal opinion. Made no sense, and I don't really care, and well okay that's basically all. It is stupid and made no sense. I am over at my cousins house at the moment. Having a movie marathon, and none of the movies are related, just movies we either haven't seen or wanted to. I want Brendon Urie to be my best friend. To be intimate with him in a way that I can't be with any other. I made a wish on 11:11. I don't know if it will come true but I hope that it will. Summer is always so boring. I can't wait for school to start up again in the fall. Work is gay to me. I can't find the right job, but that's what it is a JOB. Not a career. I can't wait to finally be a published author, and to have my name out there. And to just be successful in life. To have a purpose in life. I am in love. I hate it, because when the other person doesn't feel the same what are you supposed to do?? Normally people are happy being in love. I dwell on my misery. Has anyone ever felt that way, they are happy being unhappy? I don't know many people like that. But I have changed so much within the past year. It's amazing how much life does to people. I am finally happy with myself, but the one person, just doesn't care. He loves me, but doesn't want ot admit that he needs me. He is scared. Why do people have to be scared. I guess I am one to talk. I am always scared, but I am trying not to be. I want to be able to get on with life after all the terrible shit that I have been through. Just because they leave doesn't mean that someone won't stay? Right? Who am I? What have I become? Me! I am an amazing girl, who knows who she wants to be, who knows who she is. I am not fake, and I have finally kept that. I am finally true to the people I really love. But there are only a handful of those people. My parents aren't even in that handful, even if they have been here for me, they don't love me, not the way I need to be loved. Why can't they help me? Can anyone really help me? Is there anyone out there that can really know a person. Can you really know yourself? Who is God. Do I believe? Why do people need a scapegoat? Can people just blame themselves when it is their fault? It is my fault. I made it happen I pushed you away. I didn't mean to but I did and now I am paying the price, but I will forever have to live with that. It is tearing my heart out that you don't see that I did try. You blame me, and I know, but why can't you forgive me? I would give you everything. I hate myself. I hate that I dwell on stupid things, but are they really stupid? They matter to me, but they don't matter to anyone else, does that make them stupid? The rain doesn't fall around me. I have no tears to cry. You left me, I left you, you love me, I love you. We can't fix the past, but dwelling in the past does nothing. Move on with your life, and figure out what you want. Call me when you get there. I'll be waiting on the other side of the line. Or maybe I won't. If there is nothing here, then why wait? I would wait for you forever, but now I see there is no point. Being without you has hurt me, but within that hurt has come happiness. I have found myself. And that is so cliche` but 'tis ture. I know what I have become. And even though then I was the bitch I have taken myself from the one who made me that way, and became who I wanted to be. The one you always wanted me to be. But now I have realized that even though I always want to make you happy, you are not as important as me. I have to make myself happy, not you. You may come and go, but I will always be here, within myself. And I must please the one who will forever be around. Ha Ha loser... no I am only kidding. I am the loser, but I am happy to be the wacky loser who is loved by that one person who I will never love. But to know that someone does love me, that can cure the pain, if only for the second when they tell you they can't live without you. But when they move away, it is a tradgedy, when they are your best friend. And that is me!! KM
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March 12th, 2008
05:27 pm - Survey
130 Things People Want To Know About You
.: The Basics :.
Name?: Krysta
Age?: 18
Gender?: female
Location?: above you
Hair color?: red and brown
Eye color?: green
shoe size?: 9
height?: 5' 4"
interests:: girls...
.: Favourites :.
food: mexican, italian, and well just food
drink: water, rootbeer, Dr P and alcohol
music style: rock
music artist/band: skillet
tv show: Gossp Girl
movie: n/a
thing to do: party
ice cream: vanilla bean
colour: green and purple
song: Comatose, Those Nights, Savior
book: French Kiss
computer game: Solitaire
board game: none
dessert: PLAIN cheesecake, apple pie with vanilla bean ice cream, pumpkin pie, rootbeer float, cherry cobbler...so many more
quote:
animal: Zebra, White Tiger
holiday: Christmas, independence day, New Years
number: 13
name: Noelle
.: Friendship :.:
who's your best friend?: Shelby
other close buddies...?:
last friend you hung out with: Shelby
last friend you hugged: paige??
last friend you saw a movie with: Shelby
last friend's house you went to: Caitlin or Shelby
any friends you cant stand?: Andrew
any friends you've regretted becoming friends with?: yes
if so, who?: ...
do you have a lot of friends of the opposite sex?: i did, until they all left me
most annoying friend?: idk
most preppy friend?: Tie
darkest friend?: none
hyper-est friend?: Paige??
nicest friend?:
funniest friend?:
meanest friend?:
most outgoing friend?:
shyest friend?:
hottest friend?:
friend with the best personality?:
friend with the best music taste?:
friend who sings the best?:
friend who laughs the most?:
friend you enjoy being around the most?: Shelby & Caitlin
friend who your parents love?: Caitlin and Shelby
friend who your parents hate?: none
friend your parents don't know about?:
.: Romance :.
got a crush/boyfriend?: yes
if so, what gender?: both
name?: not telling
how far have you gone?: all the way
with who?: casey, and....
the last person you kissed:: isaac
the last person you hugged:: paige
the last person you wanted to kiss:: SO NOT TELLING
how far you do want to go (at this point in life)?: ....
hottest friend?: Isaac
hottest celebrity?: Henry Cavill
if you could date any famous person, who would it be?: Henry Cavill
dream date:: the Legacy party
dream honeymoon:: A log cabin in a forest with a warm fire, cool weather...
age you want to get married (if not already): 25
number of kids you want to have (if not already): 1-2
straight?: yes
gay?: yes
bi?: yes
would you rather your boyfriend/girlfriend be gay or bi?: into me!!!
.: This or That :.
Kerry or Bush: neither
rap or rock: rock
pop or country: both
movie or tv show: depends on if I am tired or not
girl or guy: girl
fire or water: water
death or life: death
cheerleader or punk: punk
prep or jock: both
kroger or publix:
walmart or target: target
avril or jay-z: avril??
pink or black: black
cheez it or cheese nip: cheese it
cat or dog: cat
tape or glue: glue
msn or aim: msn
mall or movies: movies
writing or typing: typing
phone or computer: CAN'T CHOOSE!!!!!!!!
baseball or football: both
p.e. or health: health
high school or middle school: high school
dunkin donuts or starbucks: Starbucks
amc or united artists: idk
walgreens or CVS: walgreens
brownies or cookies: brownies
reading or writing: BOTH!!
surveys or polls: surveys
livejournal or xanga: DeviantArt
Yellowcard or Ashlee Simpson: yellowcard
AFI or Jojo: afi
Green Day or Beastie Boys: green day
kill or be killed: be killed
eat or be eaten: eat
hate or be hated: be hated
ocean or pool: pool
singing or dancing: singing
heart or peace sign: heart
halloween or christmas: christmas
question or answer: question
fear factor or the o.c.: the o.c
the simpsons or who's line is it anyway?: simpsons
Disney or The N: the N
pancakes or waffles: pancakes
strawberrys or blueberrys: strawberries
yogurt or frozen yogurt: yogurt
kiss or hug: both
guitar or drums: drums
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December 16th, 2007
02:19 pm - HELP ME PLEASE
I am looking for a story Called Kissing Scars and it is a david/Pierre and it is my favorite and I want to read it again but I can't find it. If someone could help me look, I would very much appreciate it . it's kissing scars by war_of_ataraxis, but I went there and couldn't find it due to the fact that it isn't there.
Current Location: my livingroom
Current Mood: rawr
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June 14th, 2007
May 30th, 2007
03:33 pm
Current Location: The Computer
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/mely/lemonfaces/tongueout.gif) crazy
Current Music: Panic! At The Disco- But it's Better if You Do
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March 19th, 2007
02:08 pm - My Answers
1. Can you cook? Mildly
2. What was your dream growing up? To be a musician, and a writer
3. What talent do you wish you had? skateboarding
4. Favourite place? Here (in your arms) LOL uh really just within myself
5. Favourite vegetable? I don't know. Never though about it. All of them I suppose
6. What was the last book you read? New Moon
7. What zodiac sign are you ?Pisces
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? yes
9. Worst Habit? Throwing things on my bedroom floor
10. Do we know each other outside of LJ? Well yes since I am me
11. What is your favourite sport? Vollyball and Football
12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? negative normally but lately optimistic
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? have sex..lol just kidding uh nothing
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? my mothers death
15. Tell me one weird fact about you: I love to drown in my own misery and when I am miserable it makes me feel better
16. Do you have any pets? Yes
17. Do you know how to do the macarena? Yes
18. What time is it where you are now?2:14
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? Scary
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? my body size/height
21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? depends I guess
22. What color eyes do you have? blue/green/gray/hazel
23. Ever been arrested?nope
24. Bottle or Draft? Draft
25. If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it? Go shopping, and get a publisher for my book
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew? orbit/stride
27. What 's your favourite bar to hang at?none I'm not old enough
28. Do you believe in ghosts? nope
29. Favourite thing to do in your spare time? write
30. Do you swear a lot? all the time
31. Biggest pet peeve? Being late or late people
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself? Psychotic
33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? Already did
Current Location: my livingroom underground
Current Mood: Happy/bored
Current Music: Fall Out Boy
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March 18th, 2007
11:25 am
Fill it in!
1. Can you cook? Mildly
2. What was your dream growing up?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favourite place?
5. Favourite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. What zodiac sign are you ?
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9. Worst Habit?
10. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
11. What is your favourite sport?
12. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Tell me one weird fact about you:
16. Do you have any pets?
17. Do you know how to do the macarena?
18. What time is it where you are now?
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22. What color eyes do you have?
23. Ever been arrested?
24. Bottle or Draft?
25. If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
27. What 's your favourite bar to hang at?
28. Do you believe in ghosts?
29. Favourite thing to do in your spare time?
30. Do you swear a lot?
31. Biggest pet peeve?
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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March 14th, 2007
08:54 am
Yesterday was my birthday. It fucking sucked and I will forever hate my birthday. My boyfriend broke up with me last night right after we got on the phone before I went to bed. What a fucking idiot. I cried, and I cried hard. I can't believe that the people in my house couldn't hear me. Maybe they could, and just feel it necessary for them to find out what was wrong. I don't know, I hate Casey now. And I really want to kill myself cuz life is just getting worse day by day. So what the fuck is the point???
This is what I posted yesterday that didn't work....
So today is my birthday. I woke up, with a rush, but it wasn't good. I woke up in a bad mood knowing that my birthday would fucking suck, and so far it isn't wonderful. However, my dear friend Caitlin, who has been my best friend since seventh grade, bought me two awesome presents. A toy Zebra, because of my obsession that I had long before I knew of David, of course. And also a journal. She told me that she knew I wanted to be a writer so she bought it for me, and that I didn't have to use it to journal, but I could write stories in. I am thankful that she told me that. It means a lot to me that she supports my dream.
Last night, my boy to and I got into a big argument. We talked about having a baby, because I might be pregnant and it is freakin scary. Especially since I haven't even got out of secondary school yet and my parents don't know I am having sex. They don't know I've lost my virginity and they don't exactly support my long lasting relationship with Casey.
Casey is always getting into fights with his father and most of the time…Fuck it.
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March 8th, 2007
08:47 pm - Fun Fun Fun
So, here I am once again. I can't believe that school is almost over. I am so excited for summer then I will be able to be on ALLL the time.That's not a type-o, by the way.
Anyway I am at my boy toy's house, and we had spaghetti with his family. And then we made a cherrie cobbler. Well...mostly me but Casey helped too. I had fun. and he didn't even eat his cobbler cuz apparently he was still fucking full of spaghetti that we had like two hours earlier. I don't get how anybody could still be full for that long. The longest I stay full is like 45 minutes. Anyway, now my dear boy toy is frustrated with me b/c I don't have a computer and he does and I asked him if I could get on his.
Oh well I guess he can be pissy with me it doesn't matter. I am praying that he will break up woth me soon anyway.
Current Location: Boy Toy's House
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/mely/lemonfaces/mad.gif) frustrated
Current Music: None
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10:20 am
My mom is being an ass. She won't let me go home with my boy toy. but she has no reason not to let me. I am half tempted to do it anyway, but w/e. She doesn't think it is a good idea even though his step parent is home all fucking day. Well whatever....
Current Location: Computer
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/mely/lemonfaces/annoy.gif) aggravated
Current Music: none
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March 6th, 2007
03:00 pm
well today was an interesting day. I didn't have to give that oral presentation after all. I hope that it doesn't dock my grade though. I had to watch a film about ansel adams and I also watched Hotel Rawanda for history class. uhh, lunch well, that was the most interesting part of the day I guess. I was hanging out with my boy toy, and my two best friends. And we are complete idiots. Casey decided that he had to have my icee even though he had mine yesterday and he had already promised he would pay me back two dollars today. He didn't pay me back. But now he totally owes me three dollars. Shelby..ugh she stole my lunch and kept begging me for money and I had to give up some of my chicken strips to Maranda who never eats lunch at school. But she should really get a job to buy lunch.
Anywho casey dropped my cookies all over the hall floor while I was in the washroom, and I wanted to kill him. He wouldn't stop grabbing my ass. And he forced me to grab marandas who is 100% straight, and it made her feel akward, and I looked like a big red balloon. Anyways... I grabbed Shelbys boob like eight times, and her boobs are nice...Very small just the way I like 'em. Anyway. I totally failed my math test b/c I skipped half of the hour cuz I had to do enrollment for next year. I am taking Astronomy, Digital Photography 2, Vocal Music, and Painting 2. If any of you don't know, which you probably don't I go to an art school. Which is why I am taking Painting and Digital photo. But anyway... I am also taking pre calculus and trigonomety next year as well as english three and us history...what a boring schedule. Anyways I gotta go. My boy toy is probably calling me now.
Current Location: Home
Current Music: The offspring
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08:54 am
I am currently in photography class, getting ready to do an oral presentation. I hate oral presentations, so I am not looking forward to it. But at least my class is full of my friends, and not people who hate me.
Yesterday, my LJ wouldn't work and it was very frustrating. I really wanted to read some fan fiction last night, because I was bored out of my mind.
School is so boring now. Not sure, why but I am close to dropping out, cuz what is the point.Anyways. hopefully my computer will let me get on at home tonight so that I can get back on and write more about the rest of my day. Like how I have enrollment and a test next hour. And I just got done with a biology test. I hope I got an A. I know I got at least a B but an A would be nice. SInce my grades have gone down ever since I had the flu back in like the end of january. Anyways I am trying to get caught up, and I am about to do my presentation so gotta go...
Current Location: Photography class
Current Music: none
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March 4th, 2007
01:36 pm
In 2006 did you ...
[Q]: Had more then 4 boyfriends/girlfriends?:
[A]: nope
[Q]: Been in love?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Been kissed?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Kept your new years resolution?
[A]: i never make them.
[Q]: Been injured?
[A]: nope
[Q]: Made new friends?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Lost any friends?:
[A]: kinda.
[Q]: Dated someone you thought you had no chance with?:
[A]: yeah.
[Q]: Liked a song only because it was on your boyfriends/girlfriends myspace?:
[A]: nooo
[Q]: Made a myspace?:
[A]: yes
[Q]: Had your birthday?
[A]: ...yes...
[Q]: Went swimming?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Traveled out of state?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Traveled out of the country?
[A]: nope
[Q]: Read any good books?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Ditched a friend?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Made out with someone just so you can make someone else jealous?:
[A]: no
[Q]: Thrown up from drinking?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Gotten a new pet?:
[A]: yessum.
[Q]: Experienced something new?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Went sledding?:
[A]: i've never been sledding. :(
[Q]: Played in the snow?
[A]: no
[Q]: Been chased by a stray animal?:
[A]: erm, no.
[Q]: Been called a whore while walking down the street?:
[A]: ...no
[Q]: Been in a fight?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Been in a spelling bee?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Bought something for someone?:
[A]: yes.
[Q]: Changed as a person?:
[A]: i suppose, yes.
[Q]: Died?:
[A]: what the hell kind of question is this?
[Q]: Has 2006 been a good year?:
[A]: more or less.
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In 2007 are you...
[Q]: Going to make a new years resolution?:
[A]: no. as i said, i never make them.
[Q]: Going to have sex?:
[A]: yeah, probably.
[Q]: Going to a different school?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Going to move?:
[A]: no.
[Q]: Going to make new friends?:
[A]: yeah.
[Q]: Going to keep your myspace?
[A]: yeah.
[Q]: Going anywhere special?:
[A]: not sure, actually.
[Q]: Going to party it up?:
[A]: nope
[Q]: Will 2007 be better then 2006?
[A]: nope
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01:28 pm - I'm Baaaaaaak!!!!!
So it has been months since I have been on, and lately I have been having some serious relationship issues, and since my boy toy doesn't want me on LJ I decided to defy him, and get on and read some fan fiction. Can you believe the fucker almost broke up with me? I have been trying to get him to break up with me for the past two months and he came so close, but I am gunna try to get him to really do it this week before I start my period so that I don't have to have sex with him when it's over. Ugh. I am so sick of how my life has ended up now. It's just not the same. So I am going to change it. Especially after my 17th birthday next tuesday. I am so excited for my birthday cuz it's gunna be HUGE!!!! I am throwing a party and I wish I could invite you all, but unfortunately, none of you live close enough to me. SORRY!!!!
I love you guys. Sorry I haven't been on in forever!!! I missed you!!!
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: Stone Sour
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December 25th, 2006
03:24 pm
Today Is Christmas, can you believe that? I hope everyone has a great holiday...And that all your christmas dreams come true!!!!!
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November 10th, 2006
11:57 am
I went to the doctor today, because of my depression, and she wants to put me on some anti depressant and hopefully that will make me be so much better. My dad is kinda upset because he doesn't want me to be on medication.This is the first real medication that I will be on for anything, as far as I know. But my mom took me, and we waited for an hour to see my doctor cuz she was really busy. And then I had my mom step out of the room so that I could talk to my doctor about my depression, and I didn't have to say much which was quite surprising. I figured that I would have to go into detail. She asked if I was suicidal, or if I had been, and then she asked me some other stuff, and now I am on medication. I remember a time when I didn't need anything to make me lift my spirits but my friends, to bad that ship has sailed. I just hope I will be better because Casey is really worried about me, and I am worried about him, but I think he is a little more worried about me, even though his mom just died three and a half months ago. But anyways... Today is okay...nice and cold too.
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